Is Silence Really All That Golden?
I can’t help but think about the death of Whitney Houston these past few days since her passing and wonder what she was really needing in those last moments.
I work with so many parents helping them to let go of the way they were parented and I have been noticing a common theme happening time and time again. You know how ‘they’ say that once you notice something, you start to notice it everywhere?
Well, this is how I’m beginning to feel about this common theme.
So, what’s the theme?
In a word (or maybe a few): the lack of empathy.
We haven’t truly received the empathy that we really needed in childhood (and even today) and we are still carrying this really huge need to just be heard….just to be listened to….without judgment.
And I don’t mean ‘listened to’ for a moment. I mean ‘listened to’ for a good long while, until our feeling (s) are fully unpacked and allowed to have a voice.
Sometimes, this means that there are feelings underneath feelings and all of these feelings just need a place to be ‘aired out’ and expressed in a neutral, non-judgmental space.
This can be quite scary for the listener because we, as a culture, are not always used to just hearing another person’s feelings out, without trying to fix them or make them ‘feel better’ or judge them.
Empathy, when fully offered with a loving heart, is one of the greatest gifts on the planet.
The gift of being heard. And believe it or not, it’s not a very easy gift to give or receive.
For many of us as parents, we tend to get louder when our children are not doing what we’d like them to do. It’s as if you just raised your voice , then you will be heard.
I believe that we are trying to compensate for a feeling that’s arising out of the deep need to just be heard.
And empathy is quite the opposite.
The voice of empathy is often quiet. It’s the voice of listening. Of offering space to just be. It’s the voice that hardly whispers and just listens without judgment, without trying to fix something, without offering advice, and without trying to be heard.
Empathy begins when you listen.
Your child has an immense need to be heard. How do I know this?
Because I work with tons of children who are now grown (you as parents) and the one thing that has profoundly affected every parent’s life is the feeling that he/she was not fully heard as a child.
It kinda makes you wonder.
With all of us running around as parents with this deep need that wasn’t fulfilled during childhood, how do you think we’re going to react when our child really needs to just be heard?
The answer: Many different ways.
Subconsciously, you may get very triggered by your child’s crying or endless demands because you are being reminded on a very deep level that your own need to be heard was never met.
Or maybe your parent or caregiver tried to meet your own need to be heard and missed the mark.
Giving and receiving empathy is an art. We are all painting a very beautiful, very timeless canvas any time we fully allow another person (your child) to just be.
Without judgment. Without trying to change anything about that moment.
The magic of the moment unfolds as your child (or anyone else who receives empathy) feels accepted.
Fully accepted for everything that he/she is and everything he/she is not in that moment.
The overarching belief that ‘all is ok’ seeps into the fabric of your conversation without you needing to say a word.
Just by creating the space for another to be heard, fully heard…..for another to cry, to rage, to be angry or frustrated or express one of the myriad of emotions we all feel in a day….you are rewriting the history of that person’s life.
You are giving him/her another chance.
Maybe it’s time to just get very quiet.
Maybe it’s time to let go of the way you were parented and welcome acceptance.
Maybe it’s time to simply be in this moment with your child no matter what emotion is present.
And just listen.
Your child is trying to tell you something.
What Happens When You Don’t Have All the Answers?
It was the end of a perfect afternoon. My son and I had just spent the day hiking in nature, eating picnics, riding scooters and now, we were back at home drawing.
He wanted to draw the entire alphabet, from A to Z. So he does, concentrating hard on each letter as he forms it. Then, he finally arrives at ‘Z’ and his face gets all twisted, trying to remember how to write a ‘Z’.
‘Twisted’ becomes ‘confused’ that turns into ‘searching’, which ultimately became ‘frustrated and mad’.
He throws the pen down.
‘I can’t do it!’
‘I’ll never get it right!’
And then, the words that flew out of his mouth next slapped me right in the face.
‘I hate myself!’
It was a huge wake up call. We wonder as parents what’s really going on below the surface, what our kids are really thinking and I felt like I just got to see through a huge looking glass into my son’s mind and his beliefs.
I woke up in that moment. I wanted him to know that this wasn’t true. I felt like there was some huge belief system in his mind that was about to take root and we could shift it in that moment so that he could have a different belief. So, that he didn’t have to ‘hate himself.’
Maybe we could plant a new belief that would completely support and nourish him, instead of drag him down.
I dedicated my whole being to becoming present in that moment.
I immediately drew a picture of a stick figure boy with his insides all twisted and beside him I wrote ‘I hate myself’ then next to him I drew another stick figure boy with the words ‘I love myself’ next to him without any tangled insides.
I wasn’t sure where this was all going, honestly, but something greater within wanted to make sure that I helped him turn the tides.
So, I told him a story of when I first began writing the letter, ‘Z’ and I started drawing all of the times that I tried to write the letter ‘Z’…..Here was the first Z I ever made…it looked like this (insert funny scribble) then the next Z I made looked like this…and so on…..
I completely let go of having to do ANYTHING right or be perfect . One of my biggest patterns growing up was feeling this need to do everything ‘perfect’. You could say that I’m a recovering perfectionist.
I continued to stumble along, scribbling letters on the page….as I showed him how I wrote certain letters, I made up funny squiggles off of my letters and called them ‘unique’. He began smiling and then, cracking up every time I would write one of them.
The page turned into art. Something creative was being born. Something that took the place of perfection.
Because something shifted in that moment. I became human in his eyes. Not someone who has all the answers. But someone who messes up and allows herself to get creative.
In our achievement oriented-culture, we sometimes forget to not take ourselves so seriously and be able to mess up. To not have all the answers. To allow for the silliness of it all to emerge.
Then, as I messed up drawing the letters, I would say ’I can’t draw this but I still love myself’.
Over and over with every drawing.
And, you know what?
Soon, he started saying the same thing. ‘I can’t draw this but I still love myself.’
And he proceeded to draw every letter, having a blast.
Then, together, we crossed out the picture of ‘I hate myself’ and that was when I felt like he had just turned a huge corner.
Something touched his soul and we could both relax and laugh. That’s what it felt like. A soul hug.
We laughed so hard drawing funny alphabets over and over until he grabbed me around the neck, hugging me and said, ‘I love you!’
I felt like he was saying ‘thanks’ for hanging in there with me, and for showing me that I don’t have to be right or perfect. I can just be me.
In a moment, you can turn the tides.
In a moment, you can break a limiting pattern.
In a moment, you can actually become all that you are here to become as a parent.
In grace.
With love.
And perfect imperfection.
Can Parenting Be A Partnership?
I used to think that I had to do it all by myself. By ‘it’, I mean just about everything. I used to think that everything was up to me and I never allowed myself to receive that much support. Crazy, huh?
And this was in every area of my life – relationships, health, finances, business, and yes, even parenting. Actually, it stood out the most when I became a mom.
I allowed other people to BE there but I didn’t always allow them to contribute. I hardly ever asked when I really, really needed help.
I remember when I was breastfeeding and my son was about six months old, I would feel terrible when my sister came over and immediately started cleaning my dishes in the sink. (she was and is notorious for being the most rockin’ supportive sister and fellow mama traveler.) I always wanted to tell her to stop…that I would take care of the dishes. Yet, when you really looked at the situation, I was completely overwhelmed with stuff to do and the reality was that those dishes were probably going to be sitting there until somebody else helped with them….at least for that day.
Yet, there was something inside of me that truly believed I didn’t need the help.
Any of this sound familiar?
I thought that I had it all handled. ‘Don’t worry, I’ve got it,’ those words echoing now in my head like some kind of tribal call gone awry.
I thought that I didn’t want to trouble anyone else and that these were my responsibilities alone to figure out.
‘Don’t worry, I’ve got it,’ soon became, ‘I know I can handle this!’ which then morphed into something like ’Why can’t I handle all of this?’, which quickly turned into , ‘There must be something wrong with me. Those OTHER moms can do all of this’ and ultimately, ‘Help!!!’
My a-ha moment happened somewhere along those string of thoughts. I began to wake up.
I opened up to the idea that I could receive as well as give. It was completely revolutionary and completely what I needed.
It may sound strange but this whole idea of receiving was a completely new way of being for me. Sure, I had received gifts before for special occasions but just the notion now of receiving support, assistance, guidance, and love unconditionally – without having to give anything back – was, indeed, revolutionary.
I remember attending T. Harv Eker’s The Millionaire Mind workshop years ago and he had us do this exercise where everyone was to walk around the room giving and receiving compliments. If you were on the receiving end, all you could say was ‘thanks’ and receive the compliment. Nothing more.
I so remember how that exercise moved me. For what seemed like the first time in my life, I felt this huge sense of relief and acceptance in just being able to receive. Receive for the sheer joy of receiving. And not feeling like I had to give back immediately.
Thus began my journey towards partnership.
As I opened my heart more and more towards this idea of partnership, all of my old ideas of ‘I can do this on my own,’ began to melt away. I began to receive more help, more love, more of whatever was needed in that moment.
And, you know what?
I really, really love partnership.
And I believe that partnership is what parenting is really all about.
I believe that you as a parent right now need to receive just as much as you need to give.
We need to arrive in partnership with our children.
For when you are living in the spirit of partnership, you are modeling these FIVE core practices:
- Giving and receiving. It’s just as important for a child to learn to give as to receive and vice versa.
- Gratitude for this time together.
- Respect for each other’s unique perspective, thoughts and ideas.
- Clear communication of each person’s feelings and needs.
- Working together to come up with solutions.
Partnership isn’t perfect, just like parenting is never perfect.
Yet, partnership allows the space for you AND your child to thrive.
Approaching parenting as a partnership has allowed me to breathe. It’s allowed my child to do for himself and contribute to our family. Allowing him the space within our relationship to have the answers sometimes. Allowing myself to give him my pause and take a breath before reacting when I’m feeling angry or upset. Allowing both of us to feel, to mess up, to explore, to be right, to be wrong, to not have all of the answers, to discover and ….
To return to who we truly are and what we’re truly capable of.
Ready to Rock and Roll with Me?
Someone who knows me well told me recently that I can get inspiration from anywhere. It’s so true. I’m one of those people who’d be happy looking at a tree in the forest all day. This morning, my latest inspiration came from a small rock in my shoe.
Yes, one small rock.
I tried so hard to ignore this one small rock because I desperately wanted to continue my morning exercise.
Finally , I leaned down to take it out of my shoe and that was when it hit me. This realization.
Actually, the realization came in two parts.
The first part went something like this:
A child’s feelings can be something like that small rock in my shoe. It’s there, it’s solid, it’s real and yet, I’m wanting it to go away at first without actually paying much attention to it. Why won’t it just leave so I can continue on my walk?
Think you’re getting the picture here. Sometimes, our children’s feelings are just like this rock. The feelings that your child has are very real, very ‘solid’ from your child’s perspective. From your perspective as the parent, your child’s big feelings that have him/her crying, screaming, kicking, hitting, slamming doors are all things that you may just want to ‘go away’ so you can get on with whatever it is that you’re doing. To move through life ‘as planned.’
Yet, it’s these big emotional moments that really wake us up to having the deepest connection with our children. When you can focus your undivided attention on holding the space for your child to move through a big feeling, then something miraculous happens. You get a quality of connection with your child that enriches everything that you’re doing from that point forward.
When you pay attention to your child’s feelings and needs, you are taking that rock out of your shoe.
Now, for the second part of my realization that really rocked me to my core.
I realized in that small moment of feeling pestered by this small rock in my shoe just how significant things that are really not that significant can seem at times. Your world really revolves around your perspective.
For a moment, my perspective was altered (pain, instead of a pleasurable morning walk) and I drew my attention away from my larger intention of why I was even on that walk in the first place! (to reflect on some areas in our new Parent Coach Training program….my favorite thing being to walk and brainstorm.)
It was then that I realized just how quickly and significantly a perspective can shift.
And, isn’t it the same in our parenting?
You may be feeling calm and satisfied during your day and then your child does one thing that really sets you off and there shifts your whole perspective.
So, how do you retain your perspective while allowing for you and your child to go through the veritable plethora of emotions you may find yourselves experiencing daily?
In order to answer this, I need to take you to my son’s preschool and something that touched me deeply last week while I spent some time there.
We were all gathered around in a reading circle after nap time ( I was visiting) and the new teacher was trying to read a book to all of the kids, ages 3-5. Many of the kids began fidgeting and needed to move their bodies, given that they had just been sleeping for a while. As I watched my son and his friends fidget, play, laugh and intermittently wrestle each other, I was amazed at the new teacher’s response.
She calmly connected with each one of them and had these very fun, engaging conversations about what they were doing. What amazed me was her demeanor. The fact that nobody was really listening to the book and wanted to do something else wasn’t bugging her at all. She used the moment to really connect with all of them. I felt as if there was something magical taking place in those moments.
Later that afternoon at the school holiday party, I talked with the new teacher and acknowledged her for how great she was at connecting with the children. She just smiled and knowingly said, ‘Yes, I’ve been used to working with special needs kids before I came here. If one of those kids could just sit up while you were reading, it was a huge accomplishment. It just shifted my perspective to what’s really important.’
‘Wow’, was all I thought.
It was one of those moments that stopped time for me and I realized that this has got to be one of the most important questions we can ask ourselves as parents:
‘What is really important here?’
You can anchor yourself in your intention for yourself and your child.
You can anchor yourself in the quality of connection that you’d like for you and your child to have.
You can anchor yourself in the knowingness that all is ok.
You can anchor yourself in a greater perspective that answers that question for you of what’s really important.
And when you can find your anchor within your greater perspective, then the rocks seem to dissipate and life truly seems to roll.
What’s Really Running Through Your Child’s Mind?
A few days ago, my son really, really wanted to win. We were playing a game and he had set himself up to win. Completely put all of 
his energy into winning. Ever feel this way? This desire to win permeated his every move. So, when it didn’t look like he was going to win after all, the feeling started to rise within him. With his face twisted and arms banging on the floor….’It’s just not fair!’ His frustration continued to rise. The seeds of disappointment taking root.
These were very big feelings in the heart of a five year old as they often emerge the same way for an adult, though we, as adults, don’t always physically show that we’re feeling something.
Yet, the most interesting thing happened during all of these big feelings. Something that opened up a window for me into my son’s world, and a window into the human experience.
Slowly, ever so slowly, my son started saying aloud, ‘I’m so stupid!’ ‘I’m so stupid!” ‘I’m so stupid!”
And I was able in that moment to peek through the window into my son’s mind and hear what he’s been telling himself. Herein lies the seed that gets planted and takes root in the mind. It’s not as important at this point to determine from whence such a thought came as it is to notice that this thought is indeed there and that it is LOOPING.
I stopped , a bit stunned by this thought that he so emphatically wanted to believe about himself. It wasn’t that it was such an unfamiliar thought because I think that a lot of us as adults, as parents, have this same thought somewhere underneath from time to time.
What struck me this particular morning were two things:
The way he was emphatically stating it over and over again. It was as if I was hearing his brain working exactly the way it probably does when he’s alone in his quiet moments.
A thought that is thought over and over again forms a pattern –a neural pathway in the brain – a roadpost for the mind to return to again and again.
I felt as if I was hearing one of his neural pathways being formed. (or maybe it was already there and he was just choosing to go down it again!)
And
We are so quick oftentimes to stick with the ‘negative’ or unsupportive ‘ thoughts like ‘I’m so stupid’, allowing them to run loops over and over in our minds. We don’t allow ourselves to ‘run away’ from these unsupportive thoughts.
And, here was the window into the human experience.
What I notice is that the mind has this tendency to stick so emphatically to an unsupportive thought and not ‘run away’ from that thought (as if it were the truth) .
Yet, the mind will easily ‘run away’ from the thoughts that have the potential to bring us to the higher road, the thoughts that are extremely loving and supportive…thoughts just seem too good to be true to be thinking over and over again!
What will it take for us to validate and embrace those supportive and nurturing thoughts within ourselves and our children?
You are loved
You are worthy.
You are safe
You are heard, no matter what you have to say or cry out.
What if these were the thought loops rolling over and over in your child’s brain every day?
I am loved
I am worthy
I am safe
I am heard, no matter what I have to say or cry out.
Would things be different?
Yesterday, I received a note from the teenage daughter of one of my dearest clients. I have been coaching her mom for about a year now and her mom naturally passes along specific peaceful parenting and life enhancement tools that I share to her teenage daughters.
Reading the note now, I felt like I had reached out across time and touched the future. I could hear my words of encouragement flowing out of this young teenage girl whom I had never met in person. I read on about how this teenage girl was facing her fears and not running away from her strongest emotions that could lead to more ‘negative’, unsupportive thoughts, like ‘I’m stupid.’ Instead, she was choosing to accept herself and embrace more nurturing and loving thoughts as a teenager. She was choosing to accept herself even though high school seemed really hard for her.
And so, her mind followed in that positive, uplifting stream of thought.
So, my question to you is:
What kind of thought loops do we REALLY want to pass along to our children right now?
How are our children receiving the deeper messages about themselves that we’re sending as parents through our actions?
Connection is a choice that will send the mind thinking positive, loving thoughts. Sometimes, connection doesn’t come about so easily. Actually, the deepest connection often happens in the moments that are the most challenging.
Yet, this is where trust and safety are formed. This is where kids get to feel safe to even embrace a new thought loop. This is where we can allow our kids to ‘run away’ from the more unsupportive thoughts that may be looping through their minds and run TOWARDS the more supportive, loving and nurturing thoughts.
So, let’s do something radical.
Let’s teach our kids to run towards the positive, nurturing thoughts.
Let’s build a garden of peace one mind at a time.
Something that stretches out and touches the future.
How will peace happen? With you.
Because your time is now.
And somewhere, out on the edge of time, your child’s garden is waiting.
Are You In Your Play Zone?
It was getting late on a Friday night, Veteran’s Day and we had just gotten back from a wonderful day with friends at their beach house. My five year old son had fallen asleep in the car on the ride home and now it was just past dinner time. I knew that I had to wake him up for dinner, yet it almost seemed in that quiet still moment, huddled up on the couch, that he would sleep through the night.
Nonetheless, I woke him up….
He stumbled to the dinner table and for whatever reason, there was this lightness in the air. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it yet, I watched it play out at the dinner table.
As we ate dinner, we were laughing about silly things and talking about the day. This lightness, this new energy, this feeling of friendship and cooperation and not taking things too seriously anymore…..ahhh, that was it!
We were in the play zone!
You may have recognized a similar zone with your child or partner.
Here’s what I’ve come to define the play zone as:
The Play Zone – A place where anything is possible. Life becomes light. You experience your true nature. A place to forget your mind, laugh and be silly. A deep place of connection.
So, yes, it was confirmed throughout bath time that we were definitely in the play zone as my five year-old boy wonder spit water in my face and I, quite out of character, threw a towel over his head and spit back at him, laughing together.
This may all seem familiar to you yet here are two distinguishing factors that I noticed that night:
Life really flows in the Play Zone and opens up deeper, often surprising, connections.
We are not in the Play Zone as individuals or as a culture NEARLY enough.
Sometimes, we, as adults, can only allow ourselves to have a certain amount of fun….and then there is something within us that says ‘stop’.
Children are begging that play zone out of us simply in their BEING-NESS. If you listen deeply to your child’s sense of play, you will hear a voice beckoning you to expand and become light and let go and release and …..PLAY!
It’s obvious that your child wants you to play because it’s fun yet, your child truly is also becoming your greatest teacher in that moment.
I know….a fact that is often quite humbling and one that we don’t so readily admit as parents that really, it’s our children who are the ones who are teaching us.
Joining with your child in the play zone is an essential step towards understanding where your true nature lies.
Yet, I know for many of us parents, this play zone may feel intimidating, uncomfortable or unknown. We may play for a little bit then it’s ‘back to being parents.’
Funny because I’ve noticed this ‘stopping point’ to play in other areas of my life and other people’s lives as well. When you do get yourself into the play zone, you too may notice that you have some sort of a stopping point there… something that says to you, ‘Now, that’s enough.’
Why did I write that this is ‘funny’?
I’m just finding it very funny in this moment because I believe that we are meant to line up with our true natures to have all the happiness, joy, and abundance flowing to us at all times. The greatest irony, the ‘funny’ part, is that we stop ourselves from truly letting all of our good in.
And then we hear some elder’s voice reverberating in our heads through the generations, ‘Now, that’s enough’.
We don’t find our stopping points in the play zone. Our stopping points find us. They are often an amalgamation of unconscious blocks playing out from our pasts.
Gay and Kathlyn Hendricks, who are among the world’s foremost experts on relationship dynamics, so eloquently write and speak about this phenomenon as being an ‘upper limits problem (ULP).’
‘The ULP is the human tendency to put the brakes on our positive energy when we’ve exceeded our unconscious thermostat setting for how good we can feel, how successful we can be, and how much love we can feel,’ Gay explains in a recent Huffington Post article.
And it’s no different for parents.
We are putting the brakes on fun because honestly, we don’t know what else to do. Many of us were never modeled a real live ‘play zone’ as a child and so, it simply does not exist yet in our unconscious minds. We didn’t get the pleasure of experiencing our own parents embracing that joyful place of allowing joy in without limits.
Yet, just because we were never modeled this limitless play zone as children doesn’t mean that it doesn’t exist.
All you need to do is catch a glimpse of the eternal joy in a child’s eye and you’ll know quite clearly that infinite joy is absolutely your birthright.
So, my question to you is: What would it really be like if you would allow unending joy into your life right now?
How would you feel if you could truly let loose and play without end?
The world is waiting for your joy….for your play.
Instead of constantly asking ‘what’s wrong?’ with our children and ourselves, today I’m inviting you as a conscious parent (a conscious person) to consider for once a new question….
(take a deep breathe, settle in and consider): ‘How good can this life really get?’
And just when you think you have the answer, ask yourself again.
And again.
And again.
Until you find your very own play zone, your world without end.
What Happens When You Don’t Get What You Want?
You’ve set your intention. Written down your goals after New Year’s Eve: More love. More money. Better health. You’ve told your best friend what you’d really like to have this year. Lit candles. Prayed some. Made a pact with the divine.
Redefined your goals. Dreamed bigger. Cracked open a self-help book. Written in your journal. Spun around three times….
By the light of the moon.
And still nothing. Your goals are just not happening. These things that you really really want don’t seem to be coming true.
And to top it all off, more of the same keeps showing up and your life doesn’t seem to be changing at all.
Not one little bit.
So, off you go on the road to doubt.
Worry seeps in there.
And, just for fun, confusion decides to do a little dance between your ears.
All spun around, you begin to forget what your original goals and dreams really were….believing that they’re not really all that attainable anyway.
Whoa!
Let’s hit pause right there and revisit what just happened because, guess what?
It’s happening every single moment of every single day in the minds of every single person.
It’s an international epidemic. It’s cross-cultural. And it happens in the fraction of a second.
In the bleep of a heartbeat, a dream is lost. A cherished goal forgotten.
Why?
Because in all of your planning and plotting and dreaming bigger and reaching for the stars, you forgot one of the most important details that will actually get you to have all that it is you really really want.
The detail?
You’ll need, first and foremost, to master your mind.
If you want to achieve anything in life, this is the first step and yet, it’s so often overlooked. (I’m only writing about this because I was so gently reminded of this first step last week when I fell off the wagon.)
Mastering your mind.
‘To think health when surrounded by the appearances of disease or to think riches when in the midst of the appearances of poverty requires power, but whoever acquires this power becomes a master mind. That person can conquer fate and can have what he wants.’ ~ Wallace Wattles, ‘The Science of Getting Rich’
Wallace Wattles wrote this in 1910. Now, over a century later, we are face to face with this inextricable truth.
Whatever you want is within your grasp as long as you ‘become a master mind.’Yet, don’t be fooled.
Mastering your mind is no easy task.
Here are three steps that I’ve found quite useful.
Step #1: Visualize what you want, your dream, and be thankful that it’s already happened.
I know it may sound crazy but your mind doesn’t know the difference between something that’s happened and something that hasn’t happened yet.
Step #2: Recognize that you may be having a thought in this moment that does not support your vision of what you want. This thought or group of thoughts often revolves around some fear, doubt, or worry that your vision is unattainable. Listen for this thought now. Write it down. It’s not real. It’s your ‘monkey mind.’
Step #3: Surround yourself with people who believe in you and tell you just how real and attainable your dreams really are.
I had been practicing steps one and two pretty diligently when, last week, I realized the importance of step #3.
I had been visualizing what I really, really wanted, done meditations on it and thought that I had successfully heard any unsupportive thoughts of my ‘monkey mind’.
Yet, my monkey mind had taken over without me really noticing it. The shift was very subtle and from the outside, almost went unnoticeable.
It seemed like I was moving forward, getting closer to my dreams. Yet, there was this energy of disbelief, of confusion, lurking in the background.
And, one thing I’ve learned is that the Universe (or the powers that be), don’t really work well on delivering your dream to you when disbelief or confusion are present.
All of this would have gone unnoticed if it wasn’t for a conversation with my dear friend and colleague, Kristin Plaininz.
Kristin heard in my voice that something was up. When I shared my dream, my vision, with her, she could here hints of my disbelief and confusion in my voice.
And she called me on them right there on the spot.
You want people in your life who believe in you and your dreams so much that whenever they hear about something that’s not in alignment with your dreams or visions for yourself, they have the ability and the courage to call those inconsistencies out.
And Kristin did. She pointed out my hints of disbelief and confusion right away.
I couldn’t believe it. My whole world shifted the instant that Kristin pointed out my disbelief and I suddenly felt giddy, like a child playing on a playground. Everything felt light and possible once again.
You can return in an instant to the state of a child’s mind where everything is possible.
As you’re mastering your mind, you’re in the process of sensitizing and aligning yourself with your dreams, your highest goals for yourself. This is a very sensitive time. And your ‘monkey mind’ will definitely want to play with you here.
If you’re alone, then it’s easier to give into your monkey mind.
Now’s the time to reach out. Find the people who believe in you and your dreams even more than you do.
Maybe it’s a good friend, a coach, a mentor…a family member.
Go and be with these people. Share your dreams. Talk with them often on the phone.
Get in community with like-minded people.
For, it’s within the group mind of your community who believes in you that we can return thankfully to the mind, the pure mind of a child, who believes and lives in the realm where anything is possible.
Do You Have The Mind of A Child?
Picture this:
Your daughter’s back is turned.
Your son’s arms are crossed, refusing to do what you’ve just asked of him.
You can feel your blood pressure rising. Face getting flushed. Hands beginning to take their shape in the form of fists.
As this question, this one burning , rises and races wildly through your mind.
One question.
‘Why won’t my child just listen to me?!
Followed by the next question….
‘What’s wrong with him?!’
He’s now playing with some toy, back fully turned away from you.
She’s now crying and starting to kick her legs on the ground.
You find your mind continuing to race, trying to make sense out of this whole scene.
After all, you’re the PARENT. They’ve got to listen to YOU.
The next question emerges and makes itself fully known in the space between your ears.
‘My child needs to show me some RESPECT…..my child needs to LISTEN!’
Time for action.
Your thought leads you into some situation with your child where you are just trying to get him/her to LISTEN to you. Life suddenly turns into a struggle and you’re just trying to regain some sense of control, of order.
So, what’s really going on here?
Why won’t your child just listen to you?
In order to answer this, we must travel into the mind of a child.
And I don’t mean, ‘travel into your child’s mind.’ I’m not only talking about empathy here. (one of my fav topics for those of you who know me)
I mean that we need to understand what it’s like to approach life with the mind of a child.
Listening to life with the mind of a child.
Beyond just ‘getting into your child’s world,’ I’m inviting you to embrace the mind of a child for a moment. This is the place inside of you that is distinctly alive and vibrant, the place inside of you that intuitively knows, that intuitively feels and expresses all the time.
Approaching life with the mind of a child means that you are in the moment without any preconceived notions or expectations, releasing all forms of judgment.
It means that you are freely expressing a feeling that you’re having. It means that you’re open and curious. It means that you are listening within first to your own feelings and needs. It’s a place of honesty. Of authenticity. Of trust. Trusting yourself enough to feel.
It’s a place of exploration and discovery. A place where anything is possible. And, it’s often a place where time stops (at least, the clicking-kind of clock time as we know it) and you’re completely wrapped up in the moment. It’s a place of wonder and surprise, not having a distinct plan but open to every new discovery, every new sensation. When you enter into the mind of a child, you become an explorer, you are in direct relationship with every moment as being a completely unique experience….a distant land that you have never before visited.
Now, back to your child.
Every feeling, every cry, every moment when your child is apparently ‘not listening’ to you, your child is living with the mind of a child. He’s wrapped up in a moment, trying to fulfill whatever need he’s experiencing in that moment. Maybe it’s a need to play. Maybe it’s a need for freedom. Maybe it’s a need for space.
Now, imagine how you feel when you have a need like that. What’s that like for you?
Imagine for a moment just stopping in those ‘why won’t he just LISTEN to me’ moments with your child and entering into a place where you’re open and curious about what’s happening for your child.
Imagine approaching with the mind of a child.
Connection isn’t some magical thing that just falls out of the sky. True connection is developed over time. True connection is gift that comes through deep listening and compassion.
When you can release any expectation of how you’re supposed to act to just BE with what is, then the moment of connection is born…
And will live on through the mind of a child.
Why Are You Feeling Exactly What You’re Not ‘Supposed’ to be Feeling?
One of the toughest thoughts in the human experience is:
‘It’s not supposed to be like this.’
Why do I say ‘toughest”? Because this one little thought can easily spark currents of pain throughout your body in an instant.
‘It’s not supposed to be like this,’ or ‘This isn’t supposed to be happening.’
Try it on. Ever have one of these thoughts? How does your body feel just thinking this thought?
Much of this line of questioning that our minds will engage in from time to time is strangely hypothetical and not grounded in any kind of ‘reality’.
Who really knows what’s ‘supposed’ to be happening or how you’re ‘supposed’ to be feeling?
The answer: Nobody but you. Truly.
The truth is that whatever feeling you’re having at any given moment is exactly the feeling that you’re supposed to be having.
You are coming into alignment with your essence and these feelings that you’re having are really your doorway into experiencing your true vitality.
So, instead of letting our minds run rampant with that thought, ‘It’s not supposed to be like this,’ a much more appropriate question that will bring about growth is: ‘what am I feeling?’
As you get more in touch with your actual feelings, you get more in touch with your authenticity.
Most of us don’t really feel our feelings throughout the day, until they become big and distract us from what we’re doing.
Why is this?
Because you have a distinct relationship with the feelings in your body based on how you experienced emotional support growing up as a child. This is how you developed your emotional intelligence and the ability to move through challenging situations.
If you didn’t have a ton of emotional support growing up, then you may notice your tendency to place many judgments on your feelings as they arise. These judgments often happen on the unconscious level and they happen in a fraction of a second.
Sometimes, when you judge your feelings, you internalize the judgment and very quickly, you make it mean something about you.
Ex: If you’re feeling sad, you may quickly judge the fact that you’re feeling sad and make your sadness mean that you’re not good enough.
So, when you begin to really FEEL the feeling, you may feel very uncomfortable as your mind may bring up certain judgments about your feeling.
It’s time now to allow ourselves the space to have our feelings and recognize these judgments just for what they are: Judgments.
I say it’s time to just feel your feelings no matter what you’re supposed to be doing or thinking or feeling.
So much of our lives are lost in the ‘should’s’ and ‘supposed to’s’. Let’s let our feelings off the hook.
Your body is a treasure chest unlike any other and it’s just waiting to be opened.
What You May Not Know About Me
I had a quantum mindshift about 2 ½ years ago that completely changed the course of my life and parenting.
I had just ended a six-year marriage that was incredibly challenging, moved into a tiny apartment, had a 2-year old son who was tantruming and not yet sleeping through the night, and took on three jobs as a new single mom to make ends meet, all of which I did not feel passionate about.
I was feeling overwhelmed back then. My son was crying a lot and I just remember being up with him throughout the night when I had this thought: There must be a way to help us both through this deeply emotional time…I really wanted to be contributing and sharing my gifts with others, building a business, but I just found myself in this survival cycle and felt like I was at the bottom of a hole just trying to climb out. I’m sure some of you can relate.
So, during those nights of rocking my son back to sleep, I made a decision that would change the course of my life.
I decided to take my life into my own hands….
I decided to train my mind towards success.
Sure, I had done meditations before but this decision, this commitment, that I made was different. Every day, I made it part of my routine to re-train my brain through meditation. This was my ‘gym’ exercise.
No matter how busy I found myself every day (and believe me, there was a lot to do!), I made it a point to spend at least 30 minutes a day to re-train my brain towards success.
I knew that I had a vision for my life and for my child’s life and the way things looked on the outside certainly did NOT match that vision.
What we do on the inside will always effect what shows up on the outside.
This is what I learned and what ended up happening.
So, after meditating for about 2 weeks, a girlfriend invited me to a parenting class that would completely bring about the shift that I so desired.
It was a course in nonviolent parenting.
They were talking about empathy and having respect for a child’s feelings and needs….all things that I deeply believed in.
The class resonated so deeply with me that I followed my heart and immediately signed up to become a parent educator. Little did I know just what a shift my life was taking.
I went through an intensive training that year with a group of about 30 social workers and together, we witnessed some pretty tough stuff in families.
I was trained in the practice of empathy. Deeply trained over that year. And what I REALLY got was an incredibly nurturing and loving space to be able to shift my own mindset from a place of feeling beaten down by a marriage that wasn’t fulfilling, by a career in film that wasn’t going anywhere, and a shocking new life situation as a single mom – two words that I never knew I would utter from my mouth.
That year changed me. We were opening up to the experience of empathy that Martin Luther King Jr. and Gandhi embodied.
And I knew that something great was at hand, because I had never in my life before experienced such a drastic shift in my mindset from feeling discouraged and alone to feeling accepted, loved and nurtured. I saw just how a deep shift in mindset is possible in anyone. Even you.
I realized that this is truly at the CORE of all parenting. No matter what you’re doing with your child, no matter how difficult ANY situation gets, it’s really your mindset that will get you through and allow you to be successful in deeply connecting with your child and modeling the kind of qualities that you so want your child to have.
You can read more about my story here and what my life is like now after having my quantum mindshift: (www.Jolettejai.com/journey)
So, why am I sharing all of this with you now?
Because I want you to know that wherever you’re at in your life and parenting (if you’re a parent) is OK and that if you’d like, it’s ALWAYS possible to make a huge shift in how you’re living your life from the inside out.
We talk so much about parenting yet how you are feeling in your life, career, partnership, relationships and health really affects ALL of your parenting. Nothing is fragmented. You are a whole person parenting a very perceptible child.
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